I really want to wear diapers all the time so that I can run my pee anytime, anywhere. Well I was wondering, does anyone know if you can teach yourself to always pee in your pants and then automatically become incontinent? I have a husband and 3 studying children. They shouldn't know that I like peeing. I like to hold up my pee for as long as possible and then pee in leather pants wherever I am. Any ideas?