I know I don't get judged here, that's why I signed up into this forum in the first place. It helps a lot to feel less alone.
And I can say, my boyfriend is very open minded. He instantly tried to calm me down and said it's no problem and that I don't have to be ashamed. He also immediately suggested that I could pee on him, but I made clear that I'm not into that.
Then he offered to take videos for me where he does naughty peeing, but I said no cause I don't want him to pee somewhere where people have to clean it up just for me 😂 But he also said that he gets it, getting aroused