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On 11/27/2022 at 9:17 AM, Overlord said:

Hey there! Hope you're all fine!

I want to write down my story, my way into the peeing fetish i have today. Hope you enjoy and maybe learn something for your own case.

I'm sorry for the long text, but as i'm writing it down, more and more memories surface again and i want to give you the whole picture as i can remember. I've read all the posts before and begin to think that maybe i was very lucky with my experience because i've had a lot of them, compared to others here on the forum. Or at least i'm telling you the whole, true story.

Also sorry for my bad english, it's not my native language.

 

For a long time i've never questioned why i'm into peeing. But as i startet to think about where everything began, i came to the conclusion that it developed over time and from a very early age.

I grew up in a little rural town with a lot of woods and fields around who served as our big playground. I had the chance to grew up as a very free child. The only rule my parents gave me was, that i'm at home when the night falls. Same for my friends back then.

I think we were a group of about 5-10 kids out of the whole neighborhood aged at maybe 6-10. Most of them boys like me but we also had sometimes company of 3-4 girls.

If school was out, we were most of the time out in the woods far from home playing and adventuring. So it was normal for us back then when we had to pee to just do it where we were. The boys mostly did it blunt in front of everyone to see. The girls did it a bit more secretly behind some tree or bush. But we didn't think of anything sexual back then.

At the same time i, and i think the others too, began to be curious about the opposite sex and how it all "works" for them. Like kids normally do.

So i remember a special occasion, where only i and the 2 girls from the neighborhood where out in our garden playing. We had a big garden with berrybushes etc. If i had to pinpoint out a special moment who triggered my fetish for peeing, it was this one i think.

I don't remember how everything exactly went down, but me and one of the girls made up a deal that i can look at her peeing and she can look at me for this. So she took my hand an we got behind some bushes. She pulled quickly down her pants, squatted in a way that i had a good view of her vulva and then she almost instantly let out a powerful, gushing stream of pee. After she was done, she pulled her pants up, giggled and waited for me to take out my penis. So i did and startet peeing a big arc in front of her, her gaze all the time on my wiener.

We repeated this a few times in near future. She asked once if she can hold my penis while i pee. I allowed it back then, even if i don't think it was some sexual desire for me back then. It was just the curiosity.

 

There were some other occasions that i think cemented my fetish forever.

One time around the same time of my life, maybe some years later, another girl that i knew from school invited me home. We knew each other already well and played together before. But never with the group i was normally out, because she had some beef with some of the guys. (Kids are cruel).

So we were in her room, playing and talking. As we began for some now unknown reasons to play doctor together. We undressed and inspected each others bodies firmly. Again, i think this was just pure curiosity of the opposite sex and nothing sexual.

At some point she asked me if i need to pee because she really wanted to watch me do this. I didn't really needed to go at this time so i said no but maybe later and under the condition that i can watch her pee too. She agreed, we dressed up again and she went down to the kitchen to catch some sodas. We drank all the sodas until we needed to pee badly, so we went to the toilet together. I whipped out my penis and startet pissing into the toilet under her observant watch.

As i was done, she first hesitated a bit of peeing in front of me. I told her that was not fair of her, we had a deal. After a bit of haggle, she pulled down her pants, sat on the toilet with her legs closed and started peeing. I told her to open her legs, i can't see anything and fortunately she obliged.  So i could enjoy the view of a steady, fizzy stream of pee shooting out of her vulva.

We repeated this almost every time i was invited over to her. She even prepared the sodas in her room. And she even gladly opened her legs from the start to let me watch the whole golden show. She also wanted to hold my penis while i was peeing.

Sometimes later we also went out into the woods and peed there together.

It was some fun times and maybe this was also the time where pure curiosity turned into something more, something more sexual and my fetish that i have today. I remember enjoying it a lot to watch her pee and her holding my penis while she made a mess around the toilet by training her accuracy. I even got hard sometimes to a point i couldn't pee anymore, then she was disappointed with me. lol.

 

Another peeing trigger story worth mentioning, comes from my family holidays. 

My Mom and i were flying annually to Greece for 2 weeks of holiday at the beach. My Mom had a friend who had a house there and even lived for some parts of the year in Greece. So we planned our days off to the time her friend was also there with her family. She had a son and a daughter who were with her in holidays. This was in the same time of my life as the stories i told before. So i was around 6-10 years old i think. The daughter of my Moms friend was in the same age as i was, her brother was some years younger. I bounded a lot over the years with that girl, to a point i would say she was my best friend. I also saw her sometimes back home, but this was rare. Most of the time we were together in Greece.

So almost every day we went all together to the beach. Really beautiful sandy beaches. Her little brother was not always coming along because he was just a bit to little for too much sun. And the best times we had when we two were alone. Our parents let us play alone on the beach and in the sea, while they were enjoying the sun in some loungers or on the towel.

We, i and the girl, were always pretty openminded around each other. I don't remember how, why or who started this but i think it's the same reason like always, curiosity. 

So we played sometimes at or partially in the sea, when she had to pee. She then just stopped and let it flow through her bikini panties for me to watch closely.

Once we were in the water as she took my hand and placed it between her legs, as i got the feeling of the water getting slightly warmer around my hand. She giggled and admitted that she just pissed in my hand. As you can imagine, my revenge followed not long after as i took her hand and did the same to her.

Sometimes we build massive sand castles or dig a big hole in the wet sand. This hole was so big that we could easily fit both in there and our lower body was concealed from other guests of the beach. We then played like it was our house or something like that. Ate our ice-cream and drank our sodas in there. We even made some little benches of sand where we could sit, look at each other and talk. Those holes survived sometimes for days only with a little maintenance of us. 

But of course my best friend and i needed to pee from time to time. Too lazy to go into the sea, or the toilet, we just let it flow in our swimsuits. I sometimes took my penis out to pee so i didn't wet myself. This to the great pleasure of my friend watching me do it. After some time i asked her if she could pull her bikini aside so that i can see it come out too. After this question i was doomed for the rest of my holidays with pissed on feet. Of course i didn't care at all, at this time it was just funny and interesting to watch for me an her. She discovered very quickly that when she's pulling her panties aside to pee while sitting across of me, it's not just dribbling down her legs, but a powerful stream shooting out of her vulva directly on my bare feet in front of her and it was very funny to her. After some practice she even managed to aim her stream a bit up on my legs and every time giggled and laughed out loud.

Well, i of course couldn't let this declaration of war unanswered. So every time we were unattended in our selfmade hole and i needed to pee i whipped my penis out of the side of my speedos and pissed on her feet and legs as well. It was great fun. And thinking of it, it was actually my first golden shower. Not that i noticed that back then.

As you can imagine, those were the best holidays i've had in my live. Even it wasn't very sexual for us back then. But it was so much fun. I was waiting to return to Greece the whole year, so i could play and pee with my friend again. Of course i've never said anything to my parents about this special fun we had together.

After this experience we shared, every time we met back home, wich as i said was sadly rare, we got out for playing and peeing together. We even drank a lot back home and took a full bottle of water with us so we could pee multiple times. We got out with full bladders to make it a challenge who pees in the most awkward spots. Including some construction sides, fields, woods, sheds, hedge labyrinths, etc.

 

Man, i can't stop writing my stories down. I'm sorry and hope you're not too mad at me and enjoying it. Actually i can't believe retrospective how many piss adventures i had back then. But this is the last story, i promise!

So, time has passed and i grew to a young adult. 17 years old to be exact. It was then when i met my second girlfriend. And boy she was a wild one. (My first GF isn't worth mentioning in this context.)

Also at this time my piss fetish was already well developed and i knew i was into pissing stuff and golden showers. Thanks to internet porn i was able to uncover and try out my fetish for myself.

She was pretty heavy into parties, concerts, drinking and smoking pot. As her boyfriend i was more or less obliged to go with her each weekend at some random party. So we went out drinking and having a good time with mostly her friends. She was very openminded and had not a lot sense of shame. So it was not uncommon after some drinks were downed, to catch her squatting down in a dark street corner or just in the plain open grass behind a party tent and piss like a racehorse. I actually thinks she disliked the idea of a toilet very much. Also her best female friend was sometime pissing with her, so sometimes i saw her best friend peeing too.

After some time in our relationship, she frequently asked me to go with her when she had to pee and not anymore her best friend. Just to be her lookout while she's blessing some grass or concrete with her powerful piss stream. I normally used the opportunity to take out my dick myself and pissing along with my GF. It wasn't always easy because most times i got rock hard in no time just by watching her pee and holding my dick out in the fresh air. If this happend mostly she just giggled at me an began to play with my penis for a few seconds until she let me alone to finish peeing.

Sometimes my GF asked me if i could come with her and her friends to take the lookout while they were peeing. So it was not uncommon to me watching 3-4 girls squatting down and peeing somewhere while  i took the task of the big bad protector of my pissing girls and advise people to take another route when they get to close. I think my GF already knew by then that i was into that stuff, so she gave me the opportunities to watch the girls peeing. Or at least, it's what i imagine now.

It wouldn't take long until i asked her how she thinks about my fetish and we began to talk. So she suggested that i came with her to the toilet and watch her pee and we try from there. So we went, she sat down on the toilet, legs wide open and just pissed up a storm for me to watch. Quickly she saw my massive boner in my pants, pulled it out and began to suck it. Shorty after i unloaded in her mouth. From then on it was clear what we had to do.

She was completely on the same page as i was. And we began to pee for each other deliberately . She let me look at her peeing in all the forbidden spots we found to pee for her. Then one time she began to hold my penis while i was peeing. And again, teenager hormones, i got always rock solid at the moment she took my penis in her hand. But she was very gentle and gave me the time i needed to concentrate until i could pee. So she trained me to be able to pee even when a hot girl is holding my dick. And she took a lot of pleasure out of it. She enjoyed it big time aiming my penis while i was pissing, Or just watching how far i could go.

We were walking one day in the woods together and there was a little bench. We sat down, talking, giggling when she mentioned that she wants to pee here. I said go for it. She stood up in front of me and pulled her pants down to her knees, she hollowed her back like a queen, so that her pussy straight aimed in my direction and then let go a massive, hissing, fizzy piss stream out of her beautiful vulva. And right in front of my feet formed a big pisspuddle on the dirt.

So i asked her sometime later if she's down with giving me a golden shower and to my surprise she agreed. We drank a lot of liquid and went under the shower, where i kneeled down. She was already bouncing and dancing around as she lifted one leg over my shoulder to show me her beautiful exposed vulva which already began to dribble out some drops of pee. She asked me in a hurry if i'm ready, i answered yes and then she let it go. A massive, unbelievable powerful piss stream hit my chest and my neck. I began to drink from her golden fountain and enjoyed the warmth of her piss streaming down my body. I drank a lot from her godly juice and began to lick her clitoris while she pissed down my chin. Immediately she stopped peeing. She scolded me for doing this, because she can't pee when i'm licking her. So i stopped and shortly after, another big gush of hot piss overwhelmed me with more joy and lewdness.

As soon as she finished, i began licking her wildly. Sucking out every drop of her juices who flow out of her peehole and her vagina. I couldn't control myself. My whole body was shaking from the experience. Like i took some mind altering drugs. At this moment i knew, i was hooked forever. I can't live a normal sex life anymore. I need this in my life. Everything else will be boring after this.

It took me a moment to calm down, realizing what just happened. She kneeled down with me, giggling, kissing my pisscovered face, hugging me in the shower and then stroking my painful hard dick.

She asked me after a while if i would be able to piss in her mouth now. I said yes and stoop up. She was still kneeling in front of me. My dick still rock hard and i had a really hard time to squeeze out some piss. She was very patient with me. I tried thinking of old socks and doing the groceries. After some time my dick relaxed to a point where i was able to pee, so i warned her, she just smiled back at me. I began to piss on her boobs. She almost immediately goes after my stream to taste it in her mouth. So i aimed more up to her face and she began to drink from me. I pissed all over her face and in her ravenblack hair. She began to rub her eyes out from the piss that got into them beautiful icy blue eyes. She giggles again and starts to caress her clitoris with one hand, and her stiff nipples with the other. After i was done, she stoop up too and we giggled, hugged and kissed, pisssoaked how we were. She started stroking my penis and i caressed her clitoris and labia. Then she turned around and i fucked her from behind in her beautiful, tight vagina until i unloaded the biggest load of my life i think. That was an orgasm i hadn't since then again. It took me a minute to compose myself but after that i got down on my knees and licked her pussy who was oozing out my semen until she came violently.

After this, we showered together and placed our weak bodies in front of the tv to cuddle the rest of the night away.

For the rest of our relationship we rarely peed alone ever again and had a lot of fantastic golden showers. She showed me one time how much control she had over her bladder. As she was pissing on me one day, she just stopped midstream like she was closing a faucet and then taunting me if i want more. If i said yes she just opened her pissfaucet, showering me again with her holy golden juice. I was pretty impressed by her. I didn't knew girls can have such a control over her bladder.

 

But well, after this relationship ended i've sadly never encountered somebody else who was likeminded about my fetish. But i miss it a lot. I need this in my life again. That's maybe one of the reasons i'm here now, writing this down. We need to help each others out who are likeminded i think. Even if it's only reading and writing about stuff we love and need. It gives a good feeling to not be alone.

 

So that's it. That's how i get into pissing stuff and golden showers. Hope you enjoyed reading! And to everybody who made it through the full text, thank you so much for reading! It means a lot to me and i worked almost an entire afternoon at this. Just thinking, remembering and writing it down. I'm glad i did this. Much of good memories.

If you have questions or want to help me with my desires or need help with yours, feel free to message me!

Have fun, take care of you and your loved once! See You soon!

Your stories got me hard and horny. Ive always wanted these expierences!

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No single experience but I was pretty pee shy as a kid/teen. I found public men's rooms and especially urinals embarrassing. It felt embarrassing to pee next to other boys/men with my little pee-pee in my hand for everyone to see. Troughs felt especially embarrassing as they also had the aspect of "all boys are peeing in the same urinal". I always chose the stall over a urinal. I also had a phase where I avoided peeing outside, always holding it in till I got to a toilet even though peeing outside is pretty simple for boys. I found the thought of someone possibly seeing me pee outside extremely awkward, especially if it had been a girl who saw me pee and especially if she had been able to also see my penis. I had seen other boys pee outdoors and I felt a little embarrassed for them, but also simultaneously admired their "courage". This was probably ages 6-10 or so.

As I got a bit older (like 11-12 years old), I started to shake off the old embarrassment and tried using a urinal at school. I remember it, it was three single-user porcelain urinals in a row in the boys room. No dividers so it was a big step for someone who was previously pee shy. I peed there (sometimes I had company at the urinal) and everything went well each time. My shyness level started to drop and I began using urinals in other restrooms too every single time instead of the stall. I even went to a trough a few times. I also began peeing outside every chance I had and really started to take advantage of having a penis. At the same time, I got more interested in girls and their bodies and especially how they answer the call of nature when outdoors...

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It all started when i was a little kid watching 5 minute crafts on my tablet. One of the people peed there pants on it and it interested me. I watched that clip over and over again. Later, i decided to google people peeing there pants ons youtube. I would sit in my room on my tablet watch all of those, and wondering what was wrong with me.

When i was ten i began to have this fantasy of a public room where everyone could pee wherever they wanted, somewhat like a water park. One day after thinking about that forever i had the bright idea to try it, (from the safety of my shower) and so therefore i had my first self pee. Afterwards i began to start peeing in random places in public bathrooms (decorative flower pots, cabinets). Eventually however, i started to think i was wrong for this so i pushed all of it to the back of my mind for many years.

Fast forward. Im in my room watching porn. I discover squirting. Amazing. I click from one video to another until i eventually come across a pee video. Pee. I watch that one video and “finish” amazing fast. It was crazy. I began watching more and more until one thing led to another and i was “knee deep in piss”. 

Now i have discovered that what i have is a piss kink, and i am very happy about it. I love to pee in naughty places and masturebate to videos of people pissing. It only took my entire childhood to figure it out lmao. The End.

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I was pretty pee shy as a kid/teen. I found public men's rooms and especially urinals embarrassing. It felt embarrassing to pee next to other boys/men with my little pee-pee in my hand for everyone to see. Troughs felt especially embarrassing as they also had the aspect of "all boys are peeing in the same urinal". I always chose the stall over a urinal. I also had a phase where I avoided peeing outside, always holding it in till I got to a toilet even though peeing outside is pretty simple for boys. I found the thought of someone possibly seeing me pee outside extremely awkward, especially if it had been a girl who saw me pee and especially if she had been able to also see my penis. I had seen other boys pee outdoors and I felt a little embarrassed for them, but also simultaneously admired their "courage". This was probably ages 6-10 or so. Before the age of 6, I had peed outside many times just like all little boys do. I dunno how the embarrassment around outdoor peeing and "visible peeing" like at urinals, started for me. I guess it's some sort of sense of modesty that got really strong in me: you know how little kids aren't ashamed of being naked around other people but they start getting embarrassed about it when a bit older. Peeing is sort of similar, it's a private thing.

As I got a bit older (like 11-12 years old), I started to shake off the old embarrassment and tried using a urinal at school. I remember it, there was three single-user porcelain urinals in a row in the boys room. No dividers so it was a big step for someone who was previously pee shy. I peed there (quite often next to other boys) and everything went well each time, we even had some conversations at the urinals with other boys. I felt like a real man now that I had started going to the urinal. My shyness level started to drop and I began using urinals in other restrooms too every single time instead of the stall. I even went to a trough a few times when I encountered one. Previously troughs had felt awkward but these times they felt exciting in a good way. I felt manly aiming my pee on the stainless steel wall of the trough, moving my stream up and down and side to side. I also began peeing outside every chance I had and really started to take advantage of having a penis. I chose the places carefully so nobody would see me. After getting more used to it, I also peed outside standing right beside my friends who were also peeing with me. At the same time, I got more interested in girls and their bodies and especially how they answer the call of nature when outdoors...

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My first encounter with watersports is with my first girlfriend after my divorce when she thought it was funny to piss on my face while in the 69 position. At first I was angry and disgusted at her but a little later changed my mind and wanted more but she got disgusted at me and broke up. Lol thank God for her.

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I guess I will start with myself, from a teenager I always imagined I would be out with friends and they would be desperate to pee but not want to sit on a log or the ground so they would use me as a toilet seat. Just sit on me and let it flow.  It’s only grown since then 

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I barely remember not having one. When I was little and girls had fewer inhibitions, they’d be playing outside and think nothing of relieving themselves. I remember when I was about 4, another couple boys and I stepped into some playhouse on the playground because we needed to take a leak, and a girl followed us in saying she had to pee too. She squatted down. It didn’t take very much to realize they were different and to grow a desire to see them pissing again. Of course, that was about the time they outgrew it, but in my early 20’s, I found what I needed on the Internet.

 

There was a case when I was about 3 my mom would babysit a girl about a year older them me. She’d stay in our house a lot, and even spend the night. We’d go into the bathroom together and when we were playing outside, we’d both go together.

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5 hours ago, gldenwetgoose said:

@PisSRL - I've merged your excellent question with this existing thread.

Lots of interesting answers already to browse through.

Was looking for something like this, but yes it’s definitely interesting to see how we all ended up here 🙂

 

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Can remember it really clearly, although a very long time ago lol. I was a teenager and we lived in the coast. At the beach on a really sunny busy day. Needed the toilet so went to the men's room which was really busy. Was suddenly fascinated by seeing lots of adult guys pissing. Before that had always been preoccupied with wetting myself, but think that had started from a place on anxiety more than anything else?

The rest as they say is history... 😀

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On 7/6/2022 at 1:59 PM, Kbeasley7 said:

I'm in the camp that I have no idea what triggered mine, but I wish I knew! I wonder what the statistics are, who remembers vs who doesn't?

I don't entirely remember but I think it was mostly media and subliminal messaging crossing my brain wires. 

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Honestly, most of my life I haven't even encountered that. But at some point I watched an old hentai. The old drawings. Probably from the '90s. And there's this girl did it. I was incredibly turned on. Ever since then, I love old hentai and piss :)

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For me, when I was a teenage I used to always fantasies about being outside with a female friend of mine and then being bursting for the toilet but not wanting to go on top of a tree stump or on the cold ground so I would sit down and let them sit in me and just pee, this then evolved into them peeing and fantasising about the stream running down my cock giving me an erection which would hit off there pussy as they peed

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For me it started when i was 6 or 7 im not sure, i was curious why my mother did always tried to find a private place for my sister to pee, she would ask me to wait or step away, so it got on my mind. This one time, we were at a parking lot, and my sister had to pee, so my mom asked me to wait on the other side, so i ran to the other of the car and immediately looked under the car, at that moment i was so confused why my sister was peeing a stream in front of her and another sprinkling down (she couldnt hold it and started peeing in her tights) , i was confused in a weird way, i realized my sister pee was "faster?" than mine, i even had some weird dreams about it, not exactly scary or nightmares, but i felt stunned and intrigued. 

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43 minutes ago, lengajesytec said:

For me it started when i was 6 or 7 im not sure, i was curious why my mother did always tried to find a private place for my sister to pee, she would ask me to wait or step away, so it got on my mind. This one time, we were at a parking lot, and my sister had to pee, so my mom asked me to wait on the other side, so i ran to the other of the car and immediately looked under the car, at that moment i was so confused why my sister was peeing a stream in front of her and another sprinkling down (she couldnt hold it and started peeing in her tights) , i was confused in a weird way, i realized my sister pee was "faster?" than mine, i even had some weird dreams about it, not exactly scary or nightmares, but i felt stunned and intrigued. 

@lengajesytec I remember having similar interesting feelings at that age or younger when my female cousins would pee outside. I was also fascinated by their streams which went forward in front of them when they were squatting and would hit the pavement or dirt with such force and speed. As i have recounted in other posts they would sometimes have pee races on the ground and could beat me with the velocity and momentum of their streams. Interesting that your mother tried to hide your sister. Would she make you go to a different place even if you also had to pee? My family was always much more open with us peeing together outdoors.

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13 minutes ago, Havelock said:

@lengajesytec I remember having similar interesting feelings at that age or younger when my female cousins would pee outside. I was also fascinated by their streams which went forward in front of them when they were squatting and would hit the pavement or dirt with such force and speed. As i have recounted in other posts they would sometimes have pee races on the ground and could beat me with the velocity and momentum of their streams. Interesting that your mother tried to hide your sister. Would she make you go to a different place even if you also had to pee? My family was always much more open with us peeing together outdoors.

She would do that cause the streets were crowded i guess, if i had to go it wasnt that much of a trouble. I also had more chances to compare, as we would go camping often in the middle of nowhere, some girls for sure can pee, others (like some of my cousins) not so much, good thing we got along so well it was a laugh matter and were just having fun.

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2 minutes ago, lengajesytec said:

She would do that cause the streets were crowded i guess, if i had to go it wasnt that much of a trouble. I also had more chances to compare, as we would go camping often in the middle of nowhere, some girls for sure can pee, others (like some of my cousins) not so much, good thing we got along so well it was a laugh matter and were just having fun.

So it was a bit of a double standard? She would make your sister hide, while you were allowed to pee more freely in public?

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