My Earlier Life Experiences

[Peeing4fun 23]

Well, as a multi-year lurker, figured it's time to finally share a post.  When I was young teenager (and this was in the 1990s pre internet), I found the one and only Playboy in the house which was 2-3 years old issue (I remember the month/year/cover) at the time.  While my parents would be at work, after school I would frequently look in it and just imagine what it would be like to really be with one of those models, even though I didn't know what I'd do.  One of the those times, I remember looking at it while on the toilet (and I still didn't know about masturbating or coming yet), and had this full hard on erection (and I didn't even know about those except that my dick for no reason would sometimes get hard).  I remember then peeing while sitting on the toilet, and my pee actually arc'd either under/over the seat, and splashed onto the page of the Playboy model that I was looking at (I even remember the very page) and onto myself a bit.  I remember feeling scared that I just messed up the Playboy and that my parents might find out, and remember blotting it dry with a towel to clean up that page.  At the same time I felt this weird feeling of 'good', having just accidentally peed onto a really pretty lady in the Playboy. And any time after that, I'd encounter that same page, see the very minor crinkles in the page as a reminder from the accident.  (Playboy pages were very high quality back then).  So thats probably a first experience, and I had no idea about sex!  

Second experience and my discovery of curiosity in the pee fetish was definitely due to the internet.  Taking a step back though, in 1993, I discovered the one and only 80's pornography movie tape at home, which now could be considered a mostly normal, educational and intro to sex porn tape (I actually have a copy of the complete tape backed up, and in retrospect as an adult it's quite tame compared to today's manufactured stuff).  Upon first seeing what sex was (at least functionally) between two people and a couple different lesbian scenes, my penis immediately exploded uncontrollably into my pants with come and with hunched-over aches numerous times...and that's how I learned how we all can masturbate.  So anyway, a year or two later, our public school got access to the internet..the brand new macs were a complete accountless free for all- so all of us early high schoolers were looking at various porn pictures on the school internet and we could see what everyone else was looking at, and we'd hide it from the teachers.  It was the only time when the bad kids would get along with the the good kids..and smart kids even were doing it.  No video of course at the time.  And we'd go home and eventually do the same on our dial up computers for that 1-2 hours when our parents weren't home.  Eventually, I accidentally stumbled across various pictures of 'golden showers' sex and it was absolutely awesome! I now realize the majority of them were Sex Bizarre magazine picture scans that were posted to the internet sites and they looked exciting!  Remember Bobs Lesbian Watersports Paradise?  I immediately and would frequently get that throb in my pants which exploded all on its own and kept going, usually hands free at first.  And I liked it!  And I think that's really why I prefer a peeing fetish over any other aside from regular sex...mainly discovering it on my own and just taking an immediate like to it.  

Third experience was probably from my first girlfriend,  in the late 90s.  Our 'relationship', in reality now, was mostly nothing more than us mostly sexually experimenting and learning with one another each and every weekend at my house and sometimes in the car.  I still could never figure out how I ended up with a book definition of a really hot and attractive girl.  We'd go on a date to the movies and then we'd mess around.  We'd go to watch the area school dance competitions, and then we'd mess around afterwards.  I learned everything about how girls really work from her and she learned about how guys work from me...and how to go about it the right way without the awkwardness.  It was probably a really innocent, healthy and safe way to learn about sex without all the bad stuff that can happen between people.  When we were talking about sex, I immediately was open and asked whether she'd want to try out peeing with one other, and she was surprisingly very open and curious to it.  Eventually she'd let me see her go up close in the bathroom and would let me put my hand under her stream sometimes, and she'd watch me as well.  We'd have dirty talk and discuss peeing on and with each other while getting each other off at the same time.  Or we'd fantasize about finding her G spot and to try to make her squirt.   We both had lots of oral sex; she'd have me tongue and finger her pussy until she came, and she'd almost every time make me come in her mouth, which she'd proceed to swallow.  I regret not immediately kissing her and regret flat out banning any kiss after finishing in her mouth, but hey it was a learning experience!  She had these perfect C sized tits with silver dollar nipples, and, while my fingertips were rubbing her wet clit, we both enjoyed having me rub my dick in between her tits until I would come all on her upper chest and face.  It was a really really great time for both of us, and it was like I had this secret alter ego as I was actually the introverted nerd in high school..and never talked about any of it friends.  We'd go on nature walks in the woods, and on occasion we'd help each other pee..we'd take turns as she'd hold my semi-hard penis for me..I'd V-spread open her beautiful vagina for her, and she's just let it go! We even screwed around in an open farm field once and got caught!  So we had immense trust.  There was one night where we were again experimenting (and this was with full clothes always on since there was always risk of parents walking into the basement), and I asked her to pee on me a little bit.  She excitingly obliged, and proceeded to stand on the basement couch with her hand held behind my head to draw my face right at her wonderful pussy, pants and panties only pulled down just enough.  I didn't really care if any got on my clothes.  Since this was the first time with that and we were both mostly clothed, she only was able to let out a few drops to perhaps a tiny spurt into my mouth and onto my face while some also got onto the old sofa.  Her pee was so unexpectedly strong and concentrated in my throat that it went up into the back of my nose and knocked me back with a face wrinkling wince.  Wasn't what I was expecting, definitely felt sort of grossed out, but again shortly later on felt great to have that happen.  We then proceeded to get each other off for the first time of that evening as we'd typically got each other off twice each of those nights.  I was further hooked on having a peeing fetish probably from a mix of all of that.  Believe it or not, we never had sex, as we didn't want an accidental kid in young life or during college, but we'd always share those really slow built-up orgasms with each other, not caring about the wet mess in our underwear, while deep kissing..and that was what we were comfortable with.  That's still one of my preferences to this day.  Later on it turned out that she wasn't really a college type person, and she dropped out within her first year.  We sadly then both went our separate ways, as she had more basic ambitions than me in life, but I sometimes sit back and think about that overall flow of my sexual life when things were very simple and good.  Figured it's interesting enough that I'd finally start to share some of it!  

Edited December 18, 2021 by gldenwetgoose

[Peewee123 1,111]

When did you first masterbate? Was it pee related?

[Peeing4fun 23]

Being objective, I'll just say at the appropriate age.  I think from what I wrote, it should be deducible.  I think like most if not all on this forum, eventually I enjoyed and still enjoy seeing pee sex.  And I got to do some version of it a few years after discovering how to get off.  

[Kupar 12,315]

Thanks so much for sharing these experiences @Peeing4fun. Really interesting. Your gf sounds like a fun person, and it was great to have those times with her. I'm guessing from the way you end your account that things are more complicated for you now. I hope you are still having pee fun though.

[Carb0nBased 513]

7 hours ago, Peeing4fun said:

Well, as a multi-year lurker, figured it's time to finally share a post.  When I was young teenager (and this was in the 1990s pre internet), I found the one and only Playboy in the house which was 2-3 years old issue (I remember the month/year/cover) at the time.  While my parents would be at work, after school I would frequently look in it and just imagine what it would be like to really be with one of those models, even though I didn't know what I'd do.  One of the those times, I remember looking at it while on the toilet (and I still didn't know about masturbating or coming yet), and had this full hard on erection (and I didn't even know about those except that my dick for no reason would sometimes get hard).  I remember then peeing while sitting on the toilet, and my pee actually arc'd either under/over the seat, and splashed onto the page of the Playboy model that I was looking at (I even remember the very page) and onto myself a bit.  I remember feeling scared that I just messed up the Playboy and that my parents might find out, and remember blotting it dry with a towel to clean up that page.  At the same time I felt this weird feeling of 'good', having just accidentally peed onto a really pretty lady in the Playboy. And any time after that, I'd encounter that same page, see the very minor crinkles in the page as a reminder from the accident.  (Playboy pages were very high quality back then).  So thats probably a first experience, and I had no idea about sex!  

Second experience and my discovery of curiosity in the pee fetish was definitely due to the internet.  Taking a step back though, in 1993, I discovered the one and only 80's pornography movie tape at home, which now could be considered a mostly normal, educational and intro to sex porn tape (I actually have a copy of the complete tape backed up, and in retrospect as an adult it's quite tame compared to today's manufactured stuff).  Upon first seeing what sex was (at least functionally) between two people and a couple different lesbian scenes, my penis immediately exploded uncontrollably into my pants with come and with hunched-over aches numerous times...and that's how I learned how we all can masturbate.  So anyway, a year or two later, our public school got access to the internet..the brand new macs were a complete accountless free for all- so all of us early high schoolers were looking at various porn pictures on the school internet and we could see what everyone else was looking at, and we'd hide it from the teachers.  It was the only time when the bad kids would get along with the the good kids..and smart kids even were doing it.  No video of course at the time.  And we'd go home and eventually do the same on our dial up computers for that 1-2 hours when our parents weren't home.  Eventually, I accidentally stumbled across various pictures of 'golden showers' sex and it was absolutely awesome! I now realize the majority of them were Sex Bizarre magazine picture scans that were posted to the internet sites and they looked exciting!  Remember Bobs Lesbian Watersports Paradise?  I immediately and would frequently get that throb in my pants which exploded all on its own and kept going, usually hands free at first.  And I liked it!  And I think that's really why I prefer a peeing fetish over any other aside from regular sex...mainly discovering it on my own and just taking an immediate like to it.  

Third experience was probably from my first girlfriend, when I was 16 in the late 90s.  Our 'relationship', in reality now, was mostly nothing more than us mostly sexually experimenting and learning with one another each and every weekend at my house and sometimes in the car.  I still could never figure out how I ended up with a book definition of a really hot and attractive girl.  We'd go on a date to the movies and then we'd mess around.  We'd go to watch the area school dance competitions, and then we'd mess around afterwards.  I learned everything about how girls really work from her and she learned about how guys work from me...and how to go about it the right way without the awkwardness.  It was probably a really innocent, healthy and safe way to learn about sex without all the bad stuff that can happen between people.  When we were talking about sex, I immediately was open and asked whether she'd want to try out peeing with one other, and she was surprisingly very open and curious to it.  Eventually she'd let me see her go up close in the bathroom and would let me put my hand under her stream sometimes, and she'd watch me as well.  We'd have dirty talk and discuss peeing on and with each other while getting each other off at the same time.  Or we'd fantasize about finding her G spot and to try to make her squirt.   We both had lots of oral sex; she'd have me tongue and finger her pussy until she came, and she'd almost every time make me come in her mouth, which she'd proceed to swallow.  I regret not immediately kissing her and regret flat out banning any kiss after finishing in her mouth, but hey it was a learning experience!  She had these perfect C sized tits with silver dollar nipples, and, while my fingertips were rubbing her wet clit, we both enjoyed having me rub my dick in between her tits until I would come all on her upper chest and face.  It was a really really great time for both of us, and it was like I had this secret alter ego as I was actually the introverted nerd in high school..and never talked about any of it friends.  We'd go on nature walks in the woods, and on occasion we'd help each other pee..we'd take turns as she'd hold my semi-hard penis for me..I'd V-spread open her beautiful vagina for her, and she's just let it go! We even screwed around in an open farm field once and got caught!  So we had immense trust.  There was one night where we were again experimenting (and this was with full clothes always on since there was always risk of parents walking into the basement), and I asked her to pee on me a little bit.  She excitingly obliged, and proceeded to stand on the basement couch with her hand held behind my head to draw my face right at her wonderful pussy, pants and panties only pulled down just enough.  I didn't really care if any got on my clothes.  Since this was the first time with that and we were both mostly clothed, she only was able to let out a few drops to perhaps a tiny spurt into my mouth and onto my face while some also got onto the old sofa.  Her pee was so unexpectedly strong and concentrated in my throat that it went up into the back of my nose and knocked me back with a face wrinkling wince.  Wasn't what I was expecting, definitely felt sort of grossed out, but again shortly later on felt great to have that happen.  We then proceeded to get each other off for the first time of that evening as we'd typically got each other off twice each of those nights.  I was further hooked on having a peeing fetish probably from a mix of all of that.  Believe it or not, we never had sex, as we didn't want an accidental kid in young life or during college, but we'd always share those really slow built-up orgasms with each other, not caring about the wet mess in our underwear, while deep kissing..and that was what we were comfortable with.  That's still one of my preferences to this day.  Later on it turned out that she wasn't really a college type person, and she dropped out within her first year.  We sadly then both went our separate ways, as she had more basic ambitions than me in life, but I sometimes sit back and think about that overall flow of my sexual life when things were very simple and good.  Figured it's interesting enough that I'd finally start to share some of it!  

I'd love to have an "innocent" relationship like that.