gottapee87

I need to pee really really badly at the moment... been holding all morning/afternoon and have been pacing around the room for the last hour. I'm going to try to hold it as long as I can and then measure later... but I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this in...

I am quite desperate to pee at the moment but I'm going to try to hold it in for another hour or two. I'll probably piss in a measuring jug, but I'm going to try to delay that as long as I can...

I am hugely into pee desperation/denial. Most of my biggest fantasies relating to this fetish are of a woman trying to prevent/delay me from taking a piss because she wants to watch me squirm and dance around as long as possible. One particular fantasy I come back to a lot is someone trying to stop me from getting to the bathroom right when I wake up, when she knows I'm going to have a very full bladder. It's an unusual fantasy but I just think it's extremely hot when I need to go badly and someone else is enjoying it and trying to keep it going.

I'm going to drink a ton of water this evening and try to hold it all in as long as I possibly can. For the past couple years I've had a goal of peeing 1500ML in a measuring jug. I routinely get measurements between 1400 and 1500 but have never quite been able to get 1500. Several weeks ago I almost did it -- I set a new record, but it wasn't quite the amount I wanted. It was frustrating to miss it by that much, but now I'm more motivated than ever, so tonight I'm going to try again. Wish me luck.

One of the things I find incredibly hot is when a girl is dancing around in desperation, starts leaking, becomes visibly wet, but keeps trying to hold on. I've always considered myself more into the desperation part than the actual wetting or peeing but this is one situation where I can enjoy seeing someone wet. There's something extremely sexy to me about seeing a girl pee-dancing frantically while in wet pants... even better if she's holding herself and pissing into her hands but still fighting to keep it in. I've never been a fan of videos where the girl just gives up instantly after starting to leak, but that's how most desperation videos seem to go, from what I've seen.

I am convinced that this fetish is way more common than some people realize. I have actually known several women who I suspected enjoyed the feeling of a full bladder to some extent, based on comments they made while having to pee. Obviously I could be wrong but I really strongly suspected it with several women I knew. It's just that they don't all announce it on the Internet (for reasons that are completely understandable).

The other night I pissed for around a minute straight in a measuring jug after drinking four bottles of water. I squirmed and danced for about an hour and then ran to the bathroom and peed 1300ML or so. It was a lot of fun, and the relief was amazing, but I felt like I should've been able to hold it longer. So tonight I'm doing the same thing -- I'm drinking a ton of water and I'm going to try to not let any of it out for another three or four hours. Hopefully I'll be able to get a bigger measurement this time...

For me it's a minimum of twice a day, because I do it at night to help me sleep, and I'll do it again in the morning also. I could easily do it another couple times in the same day but I generally try to limit myself to two. Although sometimes if I have a really great conversation with someone on a site like this, the following day I will do it three, four times or more because I cannot stop thinking about the convo. I've always been very consistent with this... there's no up-and-down with me; I'm like permanently "up." There's almost no situation where I would skip an entire day.

21 hours ago, BGSB86 said:

I’m a 30 year old female. I usually have to pee pretty badly about 1.5-2 hours after drinking water, but I can hold it for many more if I really need to. I usually leak very small amounts but over a period of time, it will start to add up and a noticeable dark patch will appear in my crotch.

When I am at my absolute limit, I spurt in gradually increasing waves. Small, medium, large, very large, and then so large you can basically say I “lost control” at the point. If I am in front of a toilet, a slow but never ending leak starts. I think years of experience has led me to be able to hold a long time despite not having the greatest bladder capacity.

It's amazing how much worse it gets when you're looking at the toilet or you know that it's very close. Years ago I was desperate in the car for several hours and I started leaking badly *just* as the car stopped and we were home. It's like the anticipation of finally being home made me begin losing it. (Side note: I'm feeling inspired now to drink a ton of water this evening and push my bladder to the limit. Wish me luck...)

I love the thought of you stuck in traffic and desperately trying to hold on. That's a situation I know very, very well...

I have three separate interests relating to this fetish and they all started with a different event. Years ago I saw an extremely desperate woman waiting in line for the bathroom in the food court at a mall. She was literally holding herself with both hands and hopping/bobbing up and down rhythmically, knees bending, with an incredibly desperate expression on her face. For some reason I was fixated on it and I ended up with a lifelong interest in female desperation.

Years later my family was hosting a New Year's Eve party and I had drank six sodas over the course of the night, so I obviously had to pee, but I was busy helping out with stuff, so I held it. Hours later the party was over and I finally had a free moment. I was on my way to the bathroom when I suddenly had this weird thought... I get so much enjoyment out of other people's desperate predicaments that it's only fair that *I* should have to hold it once in a while, too. So I decided to not let myself go for a while longer. I laid down in bed and sort of just squirmed around for a while, taking in all the sensations, and to my surprise I realized that it felt really good to be that full. I've been a "holder" ever since.

The final thing was a couple years after the above story. I was in an online chat room talking to an older woman about desperation sightings. I tried to excuse myself to go to the bathroom and she said something like "where do you think you're going? Hold it." It caught me off guard, because I did not expect her to say that, but I also had this moment where I was like "wow, it is really hot to be told that." I started this routine where I would drink a ton of water waiting for her to come online and then ask her for "permission" to go to the bathroom and hope she said no. I am now hugely interested in the denial aspect of this fetish and I've basically been looking ever since for people who will make me wait. So, yeah, that's my story.

I'm male and in my 30s. I've never had a genuine accident where my bladder just released everything on its own. Even if I'm at the point where I'm utterly, utterly dying, I'm still able to hold 90 percent of it. I will eventually start dripping (although it takes me a long time to even get to that point) and the leaks will gradually get bigger and more frequent, but I never lose it all until I decide to give up. I've always considered myself really lucky that I'm more interested in the holding/desperation part than having accidents, because it's incredibly difficult to get me to have a true accident. (One of my favorite things is to be told to hold it by a woman who enjoys male desperation. I have had many moments where I was talking to someone and they were doing everything they can to get me to wet and I still wouldn't -- I just keep holding and holding and holding. I guess it's a good problem to have.)

I am holding at the moment -- I haven't peed in around six hours. I'm not in danger of wetting but I'm having an increasingly hard time sitting still. Part of me wants to give up and run to the bathroom but it would also be fun to grab another water bottle and wait a little longer. I think I'll wait...

Welcome to the site 😀 It's great to see another holder here.

I'm currently about to pee my pants even though I set myself a goal of going at least another hour and 45 minutes without peeing. I'll never make it, but the relief is going to be amazing whenever I let all this out.

Welcome to the site -- I definitely hope you enjoy it here.

I have three bottles of water in me so far and I'm working on a fourth. I'll probably be desperate in a half hour or so, and I'm going to try to hold it all in for an additional two to three hours and hopefully break my capacity record. (I probably won't set a record, but it's going to be fun to try.)

Welcome to the site! I really hope you enjoy it here. 

Welcome to the site -- it's really great to see another desperation fan here. If you're ever looking for someone to hold it for you, I volunteer 😀

Welcome to the site -- you're in the right place 😀 I really hope you enjoy it here.

I love the thought of you drinking a ton of water and slowly feeling the pressure in your bladder grow and grow as the liquid trickles through your system. Very hot.

I'm holding at the moment and I'm going to try to wait another two hours or so. When I finally go it'll probably end up being around 1400-1450 ML. I've tried to get a capacity over 1500 but I've never gotten there, despite the number of times I've done this.

A long time ago I saw an extremely desperate woman waiting in line for the bathroom in a food court in a mall. It wasn't the longest line I've ever seen but it was by far the most desperate person I've ever seen in a line. She had two or three people in front of her and she was literally grabbing her crotch with both hands and hopping/bobbing up and down rhythmically, knees bending and everything. The thing I remember in particular was the look on her face -- she looked right at me and it was a look of just sheer desperation. She didn't pee her pants but if the line had been any longer she might have. This moment kickstarted my entire interest in this fetish -- for some reason I was fixated on it and I ended up with a lifelong interest in desperate women. One thing led to another and I eventually ended up with a fetish for holding my own pee, and that also led to a fetish for women telling me I have to hold it -- but it all started with the hopping woman at the mall. It's something I find really weird because if I hadn't gone to the mall that day, I probably never would have ended up with this fetish or any of the experiences that came along with it. Pretty crazy when you look at it like that.

As far as the longest line *I* have ever been in -- that I'm not sure. The lines for the men's room can be sort of long sometimes at baseball/football games, but they're usually so quick that they're not really much of an issue.

Welcome! 😀 You will definitely enjoy this place.

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