The reasons I love pissplay

[spywareonya 37,912]

I originally wrote this as an answer in another thread but feel the need to make it into an actual thread

 

I came to realize that deep within me, maybe within every girl or maybe in me alone, there is some kind of convincement, a feeling, a truth, so deep and intimate that could even be labeled as feminist, but not because it is against males or elsewhere about girl-power, nothing of the like, I should just say "intimist" in the guise of the fact to be so intimate to be almost hostile toward inspection, reply, disagreement, so intimate you could tear out somebody's eyes with your fingernails if he/she just summon the matter, let alone disagree about it

 

This feeling, this truth, is this

 

A woman, I mean a woman who wants to really realize Humanity's and Feminine's dignity on a spiritual level, could never be complete unless she had, at least once in her life, lesbian pee sex within an all female orgy. I love men, I love Alex because he saved my life from my demons and he himself faced things that could bring a trained Marine shitting his pants, but beside him I'm flirtitious toward all men, Always getting horny imagining EVERYONE of them possessing a man-smelling cock hidden in those trunks of their, I weave my hair, smiling cheerfully, watching them wanting me, feeling their erection against my tighs, I love man's courage to protect and be honourable, I love man's muscles and moral strenght (we woman can be a bit of a bitch), but there is something within woman than nothing can ever emulates, nor men nor spirits, maybe only the Gods, and that is what compels me to actually be bisexual, maybe even more lesbian than straight for what concerns the emotional side.

It is a place so intime, so holy, so deep, so black-hued deep-blue, so lonely yet complete, that cannot be explained nor conquered, it is all-female. Mn can be invited but cannot break in by force, and sometimes a woman need a contact at that level with other women, by the intimacy of piss play, so dense, so visceral, it is almost like we are squirting amniotic fluids on each other like saying "Me too can do that, I mean, I'm a woman!!!"

That is maybe the reason why my lesbian love-stories never really last for long: the longest of it, a couple of years ago, last less than a year, and I never ever took in consideration to quit having sex with a lot of other girls in the meanwhile; it is because though I'm in love with the girl I'm having sex with in that precise time (sometimes, other times I just feel my pussy twitch and take one-night-only countermeasures), what really I'm up to is to use sex to create an artistic/spiritual sorrounding, as trance-inducing as only demented-horny sex can be, to summon from my own depths a contact with that very part of me...

[Scot_Lover 1,776]

Wow, explains more than a couple of things.

Love your explanation, and I love how intense something like this is.

[spywareonya 37,912]

2 hours ago, Scot_Lover said:

Wow, explains more than a couple of things.

Love your explanation, and I love how intense something like this is.

Thank you...

[ndr1968pz 149]

Hey Nan,

I just dug this up for you.  It's an old forum letter.  I think it's from PeeSearch but it could be older.  I don't remember.  Anyway, I just have a feeling you might like it and without further blabbering from me, here it is:

"Me and this girl i fanced at the time decided that we were going to shag each other anyway i was rubbing my bits on her thigh and she was doing the same. I needed a pee but it felt so good the devil just came over me, i just squirted a little on her leg and she started to shag faster, Then all of a sudden my leg was suddenly hot and wet. so i squirted again and got a reply, i pissed my heart out and so did she. It was so horny"

[spywareonya 37,912]

8 hours ago, ndr1968pz said:

Hey Nan,

I just dug this up for you.  It's an old forum letter.  I think it's from PeeSearch but it could be older.  I don't remember.  Anyway, I just have a feeling you might like it and without further blabbering from me, here it is:

"Me and this girl i fanced at the time decided that we were going to shag each other anyway i was rubbing my bits on her thigh and she was doing the same. I needed a pee but it felt so good the devil just came over me, i just squirted a little on her leg and she started to shag faster, Then all of a sudden my leg was suddenly hot and wet. so i squirted again and got a reply, i pissed my heart out and so did she. It was so horny"

There should have been the opportunity to double like particularly heart-touching posts

 

[spywareonya 37,912]

Thank you my friend, so touching. You canno imagine how I long to feel this again with a girl. Things are being a little lonely on that side in the last moths

[Scot_Lover 1,776]

This is the kind of thing that happens here, a change comes over her and she just gets right into it regardless of where she is. We've had to hustle her into the car and put a blanket over her a couple of times. The slightest touch can set her off, it's safer to get her alone and get her calmed down. Remember the post about Black Snake Moan in chat box? She is not as bad as Christina Ricci portrayed, but there have been moments. 

There is medication, estrogen or a testerone blocker, that can help, but we both love her hyper sexuality, and help her with it. 

[spywareonya 37,912]

47 minutes ago, Scot_Lover said:

 

There is medication, estrogen or a testerone blocker, that can help, but we both love her hyper sexuality, and help her with it. 

It is like violently waking up a sleepwalker; the way you decided to take, beside being cheerful, is surely safer for her. Utterly agree.

[ndr1968pz 149]

I just loved the "piss telegraphy" those two had going on.  Bombay calling, over the yellow wire!  WeeHoo!

[spywareonya 37,912]

On ‎27‎/‎03‎/‎2018 at 10:22 AM, Scot_Lover said:

Wow, explains more than a couple of things.

Love your explanation, and I love how intense something like this is.

I feel starting to sourge a new kind of desire in me, to share my most sensitive relation with this fetish...

Sensitivity is indeed the core of it all, for me...

[Scot_Lover 1,776]

It's just so sexy, the sensual slippery feel of something that has come from deep inside. We love what it does to us, how it makes us feel.

[spywareonya 37,912]

18 hours ago, Scot_Lover said:

It's just so sexy, the sensual slippery feel of something that has come from deep inside. We love what it does to us, how it makes us feel.

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